Thursday, August 30, 2007

The past three weeks...

Someone once said that a lot can change in a week. He was right...

Since my last blog, quite a few fun things have happened in my life. Work continues to stretch and challenge me... We continue to get new applications, mostly from Ethiopia, which is funny. I keep threatening to put a stop to Tefera's work. I don't really mean it, though. God is moving in the nations! 1 Chronicles 16:8 Give thanks to the LORD, call on His name; make known among the nations what He has done.

God continues to call me into deeper places of intercession, which I don't fully understand, but will continue to obey. I am realizing more and more the power of prayer, and the discipline it takes. I am blessed that He desires me to go deeper.

Our trip to Louisiana/Mississippi went really well (yes, I survived being a girl among lots of boys, and there were quite a few girls once we got there. However, I think some of the guys, who shall remain nameless had a bit too much fun harassing me...) and I was blessed to be there. We (Nate, Luke, Jon, and myself) started out our day with a very early morning airport run to Baltimore, leaving Nate's house at 3:00 in the morning. Our flights went really well, we had easy connections, and some time to rest (kind of). I also got to experience a new airport. For those of you who follow my time in airplanes/airports, I think this makes close to 190 hours in a year. I think I might stop flying until January when I head out to Ethiopia/India. Anyway.... Once we arrived at the airport, we met up with two of Nate's friends who flew in from a different city, Jeremy and Brandon. We had some time to tour the French Quarter of New Orleans, eat some lunch at Bubba Gump's Shrimp, tour Bourbon Street (I think we lasted one block there, it wasn't the purest of places to be...), then spent some time down by the mighty Mississippi River, and on to tour the Ninth Ward, the area in New Orleans where the levee broke. It was a bit surreal to be there. Most of the debris was gone, but there were sidewalks and foundations and you could just imagine that children used to play games on the streets and in the neighborhoods and now it's like a ghost town, it was quite sad.

We left Louisiana for our drive to Pass Christian, Mississippi, which was about 1.5 hours I believe. The area was hit by the actual hurricane, not just a levee breaking. Most of the town was demolished either by the wind or a 30 foot storm surge. I struggled to stay awake so I could take in my surroundings. We arrived at the base and put our things away, met some people, and went to our first meal in Mississippi... Burger King! We met a few hilarious southerners there, where Jon got his wish for some deep southern accents. They explained how to go "Flounder Giggin'", which was hilarious. Giggin' for those of you not familiar with the south, is basically the same as spear hunting/fishing, I think.... Anyway, they also let us know we needed to be careful of the sting rays. Thanks, but no thanks to flounder giggin'!

I actually got about eight hours of sleep on Sunday night, which I was incredibly grateful for... Monday morning, I woke up and went on a prayer pace. I say pace because they told us not to walk too far alone, so I paced in the area where I could be seen by the MDS camp. We packed our lunches, ate breakfast, shared a devotional, and then got our work assignment for the day. I got to be on a work crew with Nate and Luke, which was cool, since I knew them the best. Nate has a lot of experience in construction, and Luke has a super hilarious wit, so we enjoyed our time and got things accomplished! We also got our truck assignment, which was a Dodge Hemi with some sort of loud exhaust pack on it, so it made you want to grunt to hear it. I think Nate enjoyed driving it :) Our first stop was the jobsite, where we measured and planned for the lumber yard run. We were responsible for finishing a deck, placing rails on the deck, and building stairs off the back of the house. We worked on that project pretty much from Monday through Thursday, finishing at the end of the day on Thursday, just in the knick of time, with a brief time away on Tuesday to install closet doors, do some trim work, painting, etc. at a house that was dedicated while we were there. I think they said it was 110 degrees with the heat index, but it


felt hotter. You basically dripped with sweat all the time, but looking back, it wasn't that bad and I'm kind of grateful, since it made the experience seem a bit more like we were sacrificing something... It was weird, too, because I think I got a bit overheated and got a bit delusional at times. You know, when everything, whether it's funny or not, seems SO hilarious to you... Other members of our group worked on drywall, sanding, painting, and other various jobs throughout the week. Our evenings were filled with dinner, going to the beach to play volleyball, wading out into the Gulf of Mexico (SCARY, with the warning of sting rays burrowing in the sand to sleep at night), sitting out on piers watching stars, going on walks on the beach, etc. We had a blast. We also forgot to get much sleep... On Friday, we spent the day getting the base ready for a month with no one there. MDS is closing all of it's sites for the month of September, since there is a shortage of volunteers. It would take at least ten years to rebuild at this rate, and it's so sad that they can't find workers. Pray with me, please, for people to go to rebuild. If you want any information on a team, let me know. I would be happy to pass information on to you. We had fun moving vehicles, campers, trailers, equipment to the hurricane vehicle evacuation site. I'm sure we looked like a force to be reckoned with, and one turtle, thanks to Nate and the "Turtle Launcher", aka, the Winnebago, had the ride of it's life as he clipped its shell on a curve and sent it flying (think Super Mario Brothers...). Must have been an extreme sports loving turtle, I hope it had fun. That thing was launched.

OH! To add to my list of "cars" I've driven in weird places, I learned how to drive a high lift in Mississippi. Yah. That was cool. It had orbital tires. That was weird. I had fun, though, playing with all the levers. Hmmm...


Similar to New Orleans, the majority of the debris is gone, but there is so much barrenness there. You can almost sense the hopelessness in the air. On a walk early one morning, after watching the sunrise over the marina, I remarked that it seemed like the people have accepted living in FEMA trailers as their fate and felt compelled to pray for hope to be pressed back into them, so that's what I prayed for during my time there. For hope to return.
Friday night, we traveled back to New Orleans for our early morning Saturday flight (left the base at 3:45 am...)

We arrived home at about 3 in the afternoon and shared some of our experiences with Nate's mom, then made plans to hang out the next day, where the rest of my cool story comes into play... since I know most of you are only still reading this for news on my personal life. Ha.


Some of you have heard stories about this man named Nate, some have not. Well, actually, if you read my blog, you have read about him and have seen some pictures of him... Anyway, we met about seven months ago through some friends of ours, and in the time since then, I have been increasingly amazed at his character, his kindness, and his depth. He is a strong man of faith, a strong leader, and a solid person. He's a good balance to my energy, and is fun, without being overwhelming... On Sunday, Luke's phrase of Nate and I being "unofficially official" became obsolete, when we prayerfully and excitedly took that plunge from "just friends" to being in a relationship while overlooking trees and trails atop the "Money Rocks." I'm excited about this new chapter in our lives for so many reasons, but mostly because I see so many things in our friendship that bring glory to God. I see so many things in Nate that glorify God, and I am so challenged by his faith, his walk with God, and with his desire to remain in His will. He encourages me both by just being himself and by his words to me to be a better person in Christ. Please pray with us to be able to remain in step with God's plan for our lives, for us to remain completely in His will and to honor God in all we do, say, think, feel, and in our actions. I trust Nate as a leader, because I see how submitted he is to Christ, and I trust God in him. I am continually asking God to help me hold this in my open hand, for Him to do with whatever He desires. I have to admit I'm excited, but it's also a little bit weird, because it's new. I think we were both a bit afraid that all the cool aspects of our friendship would be lost when we became more than friends, but I think it's actually made it cooler yet. I think the foundation that was laid as friends is really strong and incredible. A lot of trust, respect, and understanding was gained in that time. I'm very grateful to have gotten to know him so well before we entered this relationship. It's been fun to figure out when we started liking each other. I think we were both intrigued by one another right away, and it grew from there. I remember crying while I was in California at Christine's wedding in June one night, because I was so scared he wouldn't choose to be with me, and I didn't know at the time he liked me, too. I spent the night saying out loud, "Lord, I trust You." This has been an incredible time of trusting and believing God...and will continue to be. I am so thankful for this journey.


On Nate's blog, he wrote the following, which sums it up very well, so if you think to pray for him and for us: "Together we are seeking God to lead us in this new relationship as we ultimately want to honor Him. We are really excited for what God is doing even though it can be scary at times. Please pray for us as we get to know each other better, as we discern God's will, and that I boldly lead as He directs."


You can also pray for me to continue to live. He has a weird way of making me stop breathing, which Allison has assured me is normal and okay. Ha ha.


Nate emailed these verses to me the day after we got together and I like them, too:

2 Corinthians 1:20-22
"For no matter how many promises God has made, they are "Yes" in Christ. And so through him the "Amen" is spoken by us to the glory of God. Now it is God who makes both us and you stand firm in Christ. He anointed us, set his seal of ownership on us, and put his Spirit in our hearts as a deposit, guaranteeing what is to come. "


Alright, so that's my update from this side of the country/world/universe. Keep me updated on what's new with you! I miss hearing from some of you, but it's been great to hear from some of you, too.


God bless you all and thank you for what you add to my life!

Jenny

Thursday, August 16, 2007

Summer Days

Spring Lake Beach... Ah, I want to go back...
Wow. I can't believe it's already the middle of August. What an incredible summer this has been! I am continually blessed in so many areas of my life.
Ministry at Global Disciples is stretching me, in fact, I can't remember the last time I've learned so much about God and about myself. I feel completely inadequate to do what I'm doing and that's a wonderful place to be! The Lord has been waking me up pretty early most mornings, in an attempt to get me to pray more (I think...), so most days I am awake sometime between 3:45 and 5 praying (or laying in bed begging God to let me sleep, even though I know why I'm awake... ah, the weakness of a human). Anyway, through these prayer times, I have been pressing in more to God's heart for the nations (as well as some personal things going on in my life). I'm amazed at HOW MUCH He desires all to know Him. It's incredible to me the depth of His love and desire. One area I have been praying specifically for is workers for the harvest. It breaks my heart that there are still 1.8 BILLION people who have never even had a chance to choose Jesus. It astounds me, really. I'm excited, though, because there will come a day that at the name of Jesus every knee should bow, in heaven and on earth and under the earth, and every tongue confess that Jesus Christ is Lord, to the glory of God the Father (Philippians 2:10-11) I can't believe that five years ago I didn't understand God's heart for missions very well at all... Now I can't imagine life before missions. It's been such a huge joy.

I have a new coworker from Ethiopia! It's been a total answer to prayer that Tefera has joined our staff. Just a few months ago, I was laying my head on my desk, crying out to God that I couldn't possibly do this alone. That very day, within minutes, God opened the door for Tefera and his family to move here. I know it's not about me, but it still felt like a huge present to me! We have been working at familiarizing him to the Alliance, and already, I can see so much in him that is just perfect for this. His life and his walk challenge me. He's been through so much, has seen so much, and is completely sold out to Jesus.

We have already begun planning for the annual meetings this year. It almost feels like we just finished the season from last time and we're at it again. This year, Tefera will take primary leadership in planning the Africa meeting with the Facilitator Team in Africa (in Ethiopia), I will work on the Asia meeting with our Facilitator in India (in Mumbai, India), our staff team in Bolivia will work on the Latin America meeting (Most likely to be held in Colombia), and the North America/Europe meeting will be held here, so that's nice and convenient... There are now over 90 programs in the Alliance and we just got a new application yesterday. There are people being trained to GO and it's pretty exciting when you think of the potential for people to hear the Good News!
Each day I think I learn some huge lesson, some new way to trust God, some humbling thing I need to grow in. Oh, did I mention it's also really stretching me? Yes, I think I did...
Personally, things are going really well. I got to see my mom again this past month quite a bit and that really blessed me. She was able to connect with some folks here she has known for years who live here and to meet new people as well. We also discovered she's strangely good at pitch and putting - golf - who knew? Ha ha.
Our campsite
Some of our group of friends just spent a weekend in Bradley Beach, NJ swimming, playing volleyball, frisbee, and surfing, well kind of... (you can check out the pics) and camping at Allair State Park. Surfing is very weird here, you get up and only have about five feet to ride. It's a bit strange. It was quite fun and relaxing, however, and I can't wait to go back... I think I like living a few hours from the beach. It's good for me. I got to sleep out under the stars, too, so you can't beat that! OH! You know out west, how you sleep in a sleeping bag and no matter how nice it is outside, your feet get really cold at about 3 in the morning? That doesn't happen here. It's great! (That was for all my outdoorsy friends...)

My very patient and "Nice" volleyball coach Nate :)
I am so blessed by the people God has brought into my life. I stand amazed at times that the prayers I prayed a few years ago for friends have been answered so completely and perfectly here. I get the joy of connecting with friends I have known for many years and friends I haven't known as long but are becoming quite dear to me.

I have also enjoyed catching up with some of you via email and phone. It's cool to me that technology allows us to remain in touch from very far away...



Some prayer requests:
  • For me to continually trust and seek God in my life. There are some big things I sense He's preparing me for and it's scary, unknown (not really sure what it is, just that it will be new), and very cool, all at the same time.

  • For more workers for the harvest and that His name would be known in all the earth. I look forward to that day!
  • For a trip that I will take along with Nate and Luke (and a few others I don't know...) to Pass Christian, MS to help with reconstruction from Hurricane Katrina. We leave EARLY this Sunday morning and return EARLY the following Saturday morning. I think we'll be working on finishing a house and we'll get to go to a house dedication (I think). We will also have a chance to tour some of New Orleans on Sunday. I think this trip will stretch me. I'm used to seeing unfavorable conditions in other countries, but here? I think it will be hard for me. Nate senses that Colossians 3:12-17 could be a focus for our trip, so if you can pray that over us, that would be great!

  • Continual surrender in my life. I think many of you must be praying for that, because God has been so faithful to help me do that more often...

Thank you once again for your prayers, your friendship, your love. I realize this journey is about a whole lot more than me. God uses a lot of people to carry out His task and His purpose. Thank you for your encouragement to me. Thank you for supporting me. I was thinking the other day as I looked at my receipts to mail out to contributors that some of you have supported me for over two years faithfully. I am humbled by each one who makes this possible by your prayers and your support. I thank you for being part of this dream that is reality for me. This is beyond anything I could have asked God for... Thank you for the joy you bring to my life. Keep in touch, I would like to catch up with some of you very soon...

With much love,

Jenny